babies

The more I observe other people's lives and their new human additions, the more I realize how unready I am if I were in their situation. Kids are awesome..it's when they become adults that most of them become egotistical douche bags. I see how much I don't want that kind of life right now.

grateful

So grateful to have an awesome and crazy family. Sometimes I wonder where I fit in amidst all the madness. Happy.

flexeril

Got into a car accident yesterday. A guy ran a red light and hit me. I've only been in one other accident and it was someone who rear-ended me on the 110 in Downtown LA rush hour traffic. It also happened in the month of November. Both incidents were not my fault. This time it was some 21 year old kid. Being in a car accident is so surreal, especially when you don't anticipate the impact. Been on the phone with insurance companies all morning.

Sisters begged me to go to urgent care, just in case I pulled a Natasha Richardson. Thanks Doc, for the Rx. I forgot to mention I hit my head on the door when the guy who crashed into me was looking at his cell phone. Now my shoulders hurt...

reevaluating my priorities

A dirty gin martini and shock top later...

The first time in a long time, I actually have decided to reevaluate...yeah you read the subject heading right. I can see myself doing it, in spite of my previous career choice. Just in spite of it. I never thought I would want to go back to school again. I look back and think that it's the only place I've ever felt like myself. I always wanted to grow. I feel like I know myself now. I know who I am. I can't put up the front anymore. I accept who I am now. I accept myself. It's such a good feeling to know yourself, and accept who you are. And love yourself AND all your eccentricities, habits, and psychotic qualities. Having friends that accept you is like Christmas morning.