pillow talk

Drinking coffee. The only thing I crave in the mornings. Besides pillow talk. Begun to listen to music; search for soul in this medium of expression; like I used to. Since fifth grade when I started listening to my brother's RHCP tape. It made me feel like myself, like I was in "tune" with the world. I've neglected this art-form for a long time (other things slash people have distracted me temporarily), and finally I feel like I love it more. It makes me calm and happy.

Lately I've been having feelings of independence. Perhaps it's due to the subject discussed above. I think it has a strong affect on me. I've reconnected with old friends and am open to making new ones. I don't have that pathetic yearning anymore. I can pinpoint it to the very day at my darkest hour. Do you understand?

new year's resolutions

Yes I know everyone has one or two. Who cares right? Well here's mine:

1. Keep music fresh in my mind.
2. Appreciate friends more.
3. Bikram. Weekly.
4. Ride. Semi-weekly.
5. Focus.
6. Medicate accordingly.
7. Control.
8. Thoughts must manifest actions.
9. Leave earlier.